Xmas Eve shock

Hi, newbie & cacking it … I had core biopsy as cld not tell from biopsy , called in for results xmas eve was told all ok then called back in from carpark to say made a mistake … invasive duct cancer … grade 2, been told lumpectomy & radiotherapy … but its been bit of a shitshow from off tbh, not had ultrasound scan … just feels all wrong, i feel bag of *** … just feel sick all the time atm ( prob stress) finally spoke to a cancer nurse Tuesday to chase receptiors am ER PR positive HER2 negative,  …. I am prob reading all the negatives … not positives, rang breast care now & nurse said sounds like early diagnosis as found on mammogram not a lump xx. Really dont feel strong atm, not sure what I expect just now seem to have pain in arm, back & feel bleugh … hoping some positive vibe will help me … thank you in advance …. Sorry to bang on 

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  • Sorry to hear this. Best advice I can give u is please DO NOT GOOGLE. Try to keep positive even if you’re feeling like poop. Try and distract yourself. I was  a complete mess at first I was scared and crying while no one was watching. Then one day I just woke up and thought no I’ve been given 14 months to live and I’m not using that crying, I’m going to carry on and make memories… laughter and rest is the best medicine I find  xxxxxxxx

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  • Sorry to hear this. Best advice I can give u is please DO NOT GOOGLE. Try to keep positive even if you’re feeling like poop. Try and distract yourself. I was  a complete mess at first I was scared and crying while no one was watching. Then one day I just woke up and thought no I’ve been given 14 months to live and I’m not using that crying, I’m going to carry on and make memories… laughter and rest is the best medicine I find  xxxxxxxx

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