Thank you for the reply, I will try to not think too much about it as I haven't been diagnosed yet but I'm so scared of the tests results as lot of family history with cancer so I don't have much hope....

Thank you for your reply, I'm just panicking about the test results and trying to find other things to occupy my mind but I'm struggling with my mental health too, I guess i have to face it head on 

Hi head on is the only way. The tests could come back fine and if they don't you will deal with it. I really hope you come back on here and say everything is fine, but if its not I'm here if you need to chat. X