Hi Floss1971 waiting for tests and results is a scary place to be and your feelings are totally normal. My cancer is different to yours but I tried to keep myself busy with things I enjoyed that took my head somewhere else, easier said than done I know. Lean on family and friends tell them how you feel, or there are lots of charitys or forums like this if its easier to unload to a stranger as such. Sending hugs. Xx

Thank you for the reply, I will try to not think too much about it as I haven't been diagnosed yet but I'm so scared of the tests results as lot of family history with cancer so I don't have much hope....

Thank you for your reply, I'm just panicking about the test results and trying to find other things to occupy my mind but I'm struggling with my mental health too, I guess i have to face it head on