Hi - sitting in hospital before a portacath insertion & the beginning of chemo. Worried that the prognosis of 2-3 years is a pipe dream but trying to be positive! Tired & over thinking. I have stage 4 small bowel cancer & another hard lump & swollen tummy which I hope the chemo can reduce.
Sorry - this is an out pouring of misery but better here than messaging family & friends with my worries?!?
Very recent diagnosis & only found out I had cancer at the beginning of July. Significant surgery as they thought ovarian & ileostomy & bowel removal - which brings me now to chemo.
This is like a dear diary entry that am sending into the ether but wishing all a happy Friday & a good bank holiday xx