I have been diagnosed with sqamous cell carcinoma of the right tonsil with a grade two lymph node.Also a small metastasis in right lung .A meningioma on my brain and a spot on my kidneys that they arent sure what it is.I have somewhat recovered from the shock .I am almost finished with 30 radiotherapy treatments.Have found it difficult .So far 3 future appt with the consultant have been cancelled due to unforseen circumstances.I cannot fault the staff overall.I am just feeling lost.Thats it ,im lost.