On the 10th June 2024, I went to my doctor due to having a large lump on th side of my neck. On the 11th June I was having blood tests, on the 13th June I was having the camera down, and on the 16th I was having a CT scan. I finally recieved an ultrasound scan and biopsy on 21st June and I am now awaiting the results. It has happened so quickly that we have not had time to breathe. I did break down on the 17th as the reality of the situation hit me, as I had a panic attack while in the CT scan as I it took them 6 attempts to put the cannula in, and I was not aware I was going to be injected while in the scan and it freaked me out as I felt my insides heating up, then I felt as though my throat was closing up on me. But I am unusually quite calm about the whole thing now the tests are over. Is this the calm before the storm or is this just me feeling that everything is going to be fine, I don't know.
