Hi all,

I was diagnosed on my birthday 2 yrs ago, been a funny old time since then (funny peculiar), I’ve found out who my real friends are and what my family think of me, been a hard time so far even though my cancer is under control now! 
I have regular feelings of “why me?”, I also regret telling my adult children my diagnosis/prognosis as they have broken off all contact and people I counted as friends have isolated me. 
I should count myself “lucky”, but I feel cursed and damned!