Hi Elaine, just wanted to say hi and I'm in the same position as you. Saw my GP yesterday, fast track referral to the breast clinic and now waiting. My lump is a 'definite hard mass' as the doc described it but is not attached to anything. Trying to keep everything normal as I don't want to tell my kids until I have a better idea of what's going on. But it's hard not to think about it and I'm paranoid about every twinge now. X

Hi Jane, it's awful isn't it? I just keep checking and hoping it will dissappear, I know there's nothing I can do till my appointment but it doesn't stop me constantly worrying. Hope your ok? Xx

Hi Elaine how are you doing? I've been exactly the same, keep checking it and even convinced myself I'd found another one at 2am, but don't think I have! I'm trying to think about other stuff but it's almost impossible not to worry isn't it? 

Hi Elaine how are you doing? I've been exactly the same, keep checking it and even convinced myself I'd found another one at 2am, but don't think I have! I'm trying to think about other stuff but it's almost impossible not to worry isn't it? 

Hi Elaine how are you doing? I've been exactly the same, keep checking it and even convinced myself I'd found another one at 2am, but don't think I have! I'm trying to think about other stuff but it's almost impossible not to worry isn't it? 

Hi Elaine how are you doing? I've been exactly the same, keep checking it and even convinced myself I'd found another one at 2am, but don't think I have! I'm trying to think about other stuff but it's almost impossible not to worry isn't it? 

Oops pressed send too early! I really hope you can enjoy your holiday a bit despite everything that's going on. Look after yourself and let me know how you get on xxx

Thankyou I will,  I'm just a mess at the moment, I've convinced myself it's the worst possible news , I just don't know how I'll cope if it is, I'm struggling to function now and haven't had my appointment yet! My partner works on the oil rigs aswell so he's been away since I found it last week, h s back today though so at least I'll have him with me for the appointment. I can't even face food but I know I need to eat. Keep us informed of how you get on. Xx

Thankyou I will,  I'm just a mess at the moment, I've convinced myself it's the worst possible news , I just don't know how I'll cope if it is, I'm struggling to function now and haven't had my appointment yet! My partner works on the oil rigs aswell so he's been away since I found it last week, h s back today though so at least I'll have him with me for the appointment. I can't even face food but I know I need to eat. Keep us informed of how you get on. Xx