I just can't sleep, I'm feeling positive about the outcome of having the surgery,I'm very worried about when I get home to my 5 beautiful children,I have very little support, and so worried about my recovery and not being able to do what mum's do, which is everything! I'm hoping my older children will understand and start helping out a little more!! It's the unknown of what is ahead, I have no idea, hope everyone is as well as they can be, Lindsay xx
