Hello, I lost my wife on the 6/6/22 to breast cancer she was 36, she left behind 6 children and 1 step child. Our 2 youngest love with me age 2 and 4. My 2 year old has cerebal palsy. I cared for my wife at home for as long as I could before her pain got too much and went In to a hospice. I held her hand as she took her last breath. Everyday has been a dark day so far and they are getting worse. We was robbed of the most amazing woman I've ever met. I can't see things getting better the pain is unbearable. I want to tell her things about the kids but can't, I find myself shouting her name in the house hoping she answers me. I cuddle her coat just to smell her and feel like she's cuddling back. I've never missed anything or anyone like I miss her. She really was my world and now she's just gone. I want her back and I'd do absolutely anything if it was possible. Like I said the days are very long and dark and I can't see a way out. I'm just hoping and praying things change because I can't go on like this and my kids need me.
