Hi 

I'm 38 and also have too sons. 
 

This is by Far the worst you will feel, I know that sounds strange but next week when you have your results good or bad you will know what your dealing with. 
 

We tend too go to the Dark when we don't know what we are dealing with. Take each day as it comes. 
 

i hope your get good news, and if it's not the news you want, you will be okay xxx

thank you x

I know it's really hard, I actually stayed awake most nights when I was waiting for my results so I know how you feel,

here if you need me after your results xx

thank you so much for your support x

 i just can't function and it's making me feel really ill. headachy from crying constantly, shaking etc..

just keep thinking that the wait might make it spread if it is cancerous and just constantly thinking bad things x 

Oh hun,

I know it's soo hard, it's okay too feel like it, I also went too pieces, remember you not alone. 
 

Stay to the light you will be okay. Stay positive it might be okay. It will definitely not spread in the time you get your results that is certain. I found my lump in August and didn't get diagnosed until the end of October and I thought that aswel but it was okay. 

You will be okay. Xxx

Hey, 

just wanted to say I'm in the same boat as you :-( I had my appointment last week and had a biopsy due to a very suspicious lump and I'm petrified too. I have 2 children who are 2 and 6 and I'm 43. 
I find if I try to keep busy then I can forget it for a little while and that helps. Everyone says this bit is the worst of all

hopefully we will both be ok xx

everything crossed for us both xx