Mum has felt really ill since last year but over the last few months her random cough has turned really violent she's been throwing up has no energy no appetite and is in significant pain

She was a nurse and went off sick on Feb 2021 this year

I see my mum at least twice a week every week but since she's been off I've spent so much time with her so I knew there was something really wrong

We were told on Wednesday that she has incurable cancer and we find out this week how long she has to live

I'm 28 have suffered with depression for around 14 years and my brain just can't process this information my mum is my whole world she's my best friend and I don't understand or want to imagine a life without her

Where so I begin to cope?

The only positive I feel is that spiritually I know I'll be with her in another life but this thought still isn't enough to get past the physical and emotional pain I'm feeling it's beyond words

Thanks x