Hi, I dont even know where too start, so recently my mum found out she had stage 2 bowel cancer (symtoms ongoing before covid), then a pet in December revealed stage 4 bowel and liver, this is where it gets complicated, my mum fell down the stairs broke her leg, obviously was in hospital, found out she had a pulmonary embolism, so shes on treatment for that, long story short she got sepsis, was exemely ill, then they found a sore on her back which up until today I was told was getting better thats not the case, its a grade 4 which is bleeding they have managed too stop it for now but obviously I found out 9 hours ago its gone from maybe 3 to 12 months prognosis too like maybe she will die this week , I dont even know how too process it this quick , unfortunately my son also has cancer and is on chemotherapy and hes left with multiple health issues, I lireally feel like the weight of a crane has being lifted into my chest, I have no clue with adults what too do, my mums currently in a care home but they have now said its be experdoated too an emergency for palliation for im more inclined for a hospice as my mum will get the best care, if you got too the end of this then thank you for reading... I'm just I just dont know where too start and what too sort