I'm so sorry to hear that :( 

Is he still walking and eating? My dad can just about walk to the toilet and back and is still eating. But he doesn't hardly tall and if he does it doesn't make sense.  He also does strange things which is to do with the brain tumor I think. I just worried because I'm scared he just will be gone one day without warning. I can't tell how long he will be around for....

Hi Roseh

I'm sorry for what you are dealing with. I lost my Dad at the start of the year so rapidly like 6 weeks. One minute he was a strong healthy man or so I thought and the next diagnosed with terminal cancer..he disaperred so quickly. It's a horrendous and dramatic time for you to be watching him helplessly. My Dad was 63 also and it was beyond herrondous watching him fade. Just want to let you know you are not alone although you feel it. I miss my Dad so very much but I'm carrying on with life somehow. Life felt very sereal for quite a few months. Sending strength your way. Rosie xx

So sorry for what you are going through your defo not alone. sending lots of hugs.. 

No Hes not walking now as the tumor has fractured his spine. Hes not eating much a yoghurt a day or icecream. It's like I'm watching him fade away day by day!! Heartbreaking!! Xx

Hi Rosie

I'm so sorry this has happened. I don't know what I will do when dad isn't here anymore. Just keep thinking about how he will never see me get married or have children (things he really wanted for me). 

I think he is getting worse, struggling to swallow food now and his tablets. I just hate this so much x

It's awful cancer just strips those things away. It feels very unfair. All of those important things and day to days things too. I'm here if you ever want to message, the only thing that seemed to help me in my deepest darkest days was support from others mainly here who could relate to my pain and that's why I still pop on here from time to time. Do you have time off work at the moment? Sending love xxx