My poppa just got told he is terminal, he's the last grandparent I have left and I'm upset but I don't really understand what that means, it's through his whole body and I don't know how long he has left I'm just trying to be strong for everyone else, he just doesn't want treatment and that's okay with me but everyone else wants him to but he's beat prostate cancer and now he has bladder cancer that has gotten everywhere else. I just want to know how to help him and everyone else, but what I really need help with is the fact I don't really feel sad, even tho I love him to bits. Help???
