Today my best friend my mom has been told she has weeks to live she has small cell lung cancer which has spread to her brain. She is 62 years old. She has 4 young grandchildren and a happy full life and with the click of a finger her life completely flipped upside down. I can't even comprehend how I will cope. I have tried to be strong for her and our family throughout it all but today I feel breathless and unable to think.

One of the hardest things I have ever had to do was ask my mom where so wanted to be when she died. I'm broken.