Hi there .. so many of us have been were you are now .. my mum was my best friend who loved me unconditionally... and the best nanny ever .. and like you could not imagine one day without her ..

She was taken quickly with a heart attack ... no time to even say good bye, or hold her hand, and l just wanted one more day to say l was so proud to have had her for my mum ... what I'd have given for even one hour ...

You can do that, in any time you have left ... even when you think she doesn't remember or you think she's not there , coz her memory is failing .. still tell her how much she's loved .. even just holding her hand ... she's still there deep inside ... my sister's dementure is advancing quickly now ... but l will talk to her over and over again and hold her hand every time I'm with her ... even when she gets angry coz I know she's just so frightened and confused ...

So try not to look at the future ... hold on to the now ... and I've felt my mum around me at times and I still look up and tell her all the news and how everyone is doing ... and I'm sure they never leave us ... they just live in our hearts ... and if you look in the mirror , she's right there looking back at ya ... she is you ... so I'm sending a big vertual hug ... hold on and grab each day with both hands ... Chrissie xx

Hi there .. so many of us have been were you are now .. my mum was my best friend who loved me unconditionally... and the best nanny ever .. and like you could not imagine one day without her ..

She was taken quickly with a heart attack ... no time to even say good bye, or hold her hand, and l just wanted one more day to say l was so proud to have had her for my mum ... what I'd have given for even one hour ...

You can do that, in any time you have left ... even when you think she doesn't remember or you think she's not there , coz her memory is failing .. still tell her how much she's loved .. even just holding her hand ... she's still there deep inside ... my sister's dementure is advancing quickly now ... but l will talk to her over and over again and hold her hand every time I'm with her ... even when she gets angry coz I know she's just so frightened and confused ...

So try not to look at the future ... hold on to the now ... and I've felt my mum around me at times and I still look up and tell her all the news and how everyone is doing ... and I'm sure they never leave us ... they just live in our hearts ... and if you look in the mirror , she's right there looking back at ya ... she is you ... so I'm sending a big vertual hug ... hold on and grab each day with both hands ... Chrissie xx