I have been battling this disease for 3 years and gone through Chemo twice following 2 major surgeries. My cancer has spread rapidly in the last 3 months. I find myself in hospital again with a blocked bowel and no solution to fix it as my abdominal wall is riddled with disease. My liver lungs bowel lymph nodes are also diseased. I have just turned 55 and as you can imagine my family and friends are devastated. There is no longer hope for me and my faith in God to help me through this is all I have. I pray for all of you out there fighting this illness. Stay strong and positive. I see myself as one of the unlucky ones but there is hope out there for so many people. Embrass every day and enjoy it. I have done this and gone to places I'd never dreamt off. Take care all of you out there Carol