Hello, I'm 20 years old and I can't cope with my mom's terminal cancer. Two years ago my mother was diagnosed with stage IV pancreatic cancer with metastasis on the liver. The oncologist said she had only 3 months to live but her doctor said we will fight the cancer. She was trying to beat cancer and chemotherapy worked very well. Then the tumors started to growing up again. She continued with her chemotherapy but one month ago the doctor had cancel the therapy because she had jaundice and chemotherapy wouldn't work. Her doctor tried to stop jaundice but nothing. Five days ago my mom started getting worse and now she is on the bed sleeping all the time she can't move, talk and eat. I can't sleep at night I can breathe easy I had panic attacks and I have dreams all the time that my mom is getting better and everything will be alright and it makes me so sad. My parent divorced when I was 11 and I have only my stepfather and my sister which is 23 to support each other but I have anxiety all the time and I don't know what to do.
