Hi all
As you know by now, my hubby was diagnosed with lung cancer end of Sept. Now since then he has been in hospital(and still is), what I cannot come to term with is how quick it has ravaged his body, he has lost over 3 stone and is skin and bone, he isn't with us all the time, he is illucinating and so confused. He is now getting anxious when I'm going home and keeps saying I'm leaving him all the time.
I cannot come to terms with the fact that since diagnosis we have had NO time to do anything together, to create new memories. What I would give to have him home and just be able to have a cuddle, we can't do this on the ward.
He's been in hospital now for nearly 9 weeks
It's so you unfair, I've been fighting mine now for 2 years.
He doesn't look like he's going to be here for our daughters wedding in May.
I don't know what I'm going to do.
It's so unfair, the kids are going to lose both their parents. My son had to tell our oldest granddaughter today. Horrible.
Even though we've been together over 30 years, I thought we would have some time together, this hadn't been the case. He didn't tolerate the chemo at all was so with it he was hospitalised. Chemo stopped,but the downward spiral began and hadn't stopped.
I do now think perhaps he would have been better not having the chemo as it seems to of accelerated the cancer and we have had no time since his diagnosis.
