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Dying is a time of reflection and not panic.

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I'm Liam, I have cancer and was given January as estimate but through meds and hot chocolate there is no way I will stop annoying people. I live alone with no family or friends in a nice house and garden you would die for(large) ,can still drive nobody knows I have cancer and dying but doctors and the palliative care nurses that visit me. So I'm 60 , was born in London and I am so happy right now, that I can relax ( by the way I'm a devout atheist ). I've been married and divorced  and love women so much it hurts.  Thank God I'm on my  own  and in peace and reflexion . Just me Ed, Lee.   We have to get a go fund for Ed and get him a house.  No he's a peasant farmer I heard the crowd cry. I agree sorry Ed, your scratching up the wrong tree. So Hot chocolate please be a mild enjoyment.

  • Hello Liam

    Hope you awake ok this morning. Its wonderful that you have come to terms with cancer and are managing pain relief. Although you can still drive consider the effects on others if you were to lose control while driving through effects of medication. 

    Ed

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    Hi Liam I wouldn't worry about Ed , I think he probably does have a house :) .  Please be careful with your hot chocolate.  Do you still enjoy your garden, although it is a bit cold for gardening at the moment.  I have a small garden but do love sitting outside in the summer.

    Lee x

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    Ed please try and read me. I don't drive hardly at all or drink in the day ever but I have to go to the Chemist to pick up my Fortisip of which I drink 6 bottles per day because I cannot chew(masticulate?) solid food. It took a while get to that point so I have no yearning for food anymore, which leaves so much more time to chill and think about my imminent death LOL. Now is not my time to be serious Ed but thanks for worrying about my potential road traffic deaths and perhaps even there Families.  Happy days .  Take care.

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    Hi Lee thanks for your response, I have a wonderfully large garden but it takes a lot of upkeep. I will have to cut the grass tomorrow afternoon ahead of the frost coming Friday. There is so much joy to be had from the smell and feel of life to just sit in grass and drink in everything around(especially if your dying). As to your I'm sure well placed advice about Hot Chocolate, please rest assured my imminent death always keeps me of sound mind and body LOL. Happy days . Take care.

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