Hi I have terminal ovarian cancer and I'm finding it hard to accept that I'm going to die in the foreseeable future, I am 66yr old ,I want to stay positive and do things with my children and grandchildren but my condition is painful and my strength is disappearing, I'm becoming more physically and mentally tired. Iam fighting with every ounce of me ,I'm so scared of leaving my beautiful family and after 34 years in the NHS i wanted to retire and enjoy the rest of my life going on holidays and outings sharing the lifes I of those I love.

How do I cope I cry in silence all the time and unable to smile and I'm normally polar opposite ,I'm angry and scared.

How do other people like me cope ,any advice would be lovely. X