Hello Andy in 2023 I to was diagnosed with lukimia 2 days before I was happy in work after spending weeks in isolation having chemo and bloods and platelets I was then given chemo in the basement o my spine. Then 8 months as out patient on Arsenic treatment. Has left my mental health shattered I found people think your over the treatment so I should be happy  . But every time I go for checks I'm a wreck. 

Any way sending hugs and strength to you. 

Hi Caz. I hope you're having a good Easter! Here in Saxilby,  it's a lovely day,  the sun is shining, it's not cold and I've got a bottle of wine in the fridge for tonight. 

Apart from that,  I'm still a wreck. It seems to be when I'm alone with my thoughts, I seem to be  always thinking about the end.  I feel so alone, but I'm not lonely,  just living alone is difficult at times. Every new ache, every slight cough, anything that feels new, worries me. Trust me to get a rare form! Apparently only 15 people a year get my Leukaemia.  Typical, Polio when I was a baby now this! And guess what? I can't ein sod all on yhe lottery! Anyway,  enough of my whinging,  take care Sweetie 

Andy x

Thank you Andy x

Thank you Andy x