My 37 year old girlfriend of 16 years and mother of my 15 year old son was diagnosed with breast cancer last June and we learned it was terminal about a month later it's in her bones and shoulder and hips. Recently she had a scan of her bones and they found spots on her liver. I'm ashamed to admit it but I'm scared and I am struggling. I cant face the fact that I'm going to lose her and I'm wondering how I'm going to cope without her. It's eating at me.