When I do my research online, most posts suggest that I have a 12 month life expectancy but I feel this could go on for years? I’m tired and want the cancer to progress faster I’m ready to go, why do I feel this way?
Hello FUNGATING and welcome, i too am T4 and can understand all the emotions that come with a terminal diagnosis, i also know not to do research online unless it is on trusted websites.as I do not know your cancer, prognosis when you were diagnosed or whether you have other health issues, I don' t know how much time you may have, i don't even know how much time i have left, I know feeling alone even when with others is not unusual as is relief and acceptance or depression even PTSD. FUNGATING i have had some pretty dark times and turned to counselling to turn me around and help me move on. I am no counsellor just someone like you who has been given a rough deal and i think you need someone better qualified than me to help you understand your thoughts and feelings. you have made a brave first step in coming on here to find answers please take care.
