I'm not sure what do. I'm very lost.
Last Christmas, my mum was diagnosed with stage 4 lung cancer. My mum is fighting this like a trooper. She has been so incredibly strong through it all.
I want to be strong for her but grieving over someone that is still alive, is becoming more and more difficult to deal with every day. Im not sure that she'll see the next side of Christmas.
I know that I am being incredibly selfish but, my whole world has been shattered. It feels like all I am doing is waiting for that phone call to say that she finally lost her fight.
I'm losing my mum and losing apart of my self with each passing day.
How do people cope with these feelings day in and day out? How do people cope not knowing how long your loved one has left?
Not knowing is the hardest part.