Hi I'm Claire 

I am a mom of 5, in 37 years old!

Back in 2020 my mom found out she had bowel & liver cancer, which was not curible! This broke me my mom is my best friend! She started chemo to see if they coukd stop the spread, she suffered really bad n I hated seeing her like it, how ever in Nov 2021 she had a scan etc and the doc told her it had spread to hun lungs and that she has approximately 12cmonths left to live! They oftered her oral chemo to see if that would help and possibly give her an extra 3 months, she decided to go ahead with it!

Today March 9th 2022 she had an appointment to review her latest scan, the cancer is still growing its got bigger and now they want her to do a plative care plan! She rang n told me n was broken! I was broken! 

I'm not ready for my mom to leave me for good, I don't want to carry on with out her she my rock my best friend! I'm really struggling and was wondering if any one in here is willing to chat  to see if that helps me!

Many thanks 

Sending hugs to all 

Claire