I was diagnosed with breast cancer in march, aged 25. I had surgery to remove cancer at the start of April and today I have had my second round of chemotherapy (2/6) and will then move on to radiotherapy. I'm not sure what people usually write in these posts.. I am feeling lost at the moment, maybe it is just a 'down day' as I like to call them. 

I feel like I have had so many decisions to make in the past 2 months, that I feel I shouldn't have to make at my age and it makes me upset which I don't tell anyone about, I feel like I need to be strong for my parents and other family members and I am always putting on a brave face. I was referred for fertility treatment (I have a boyfriend and we have been together 3 years) but was advised against it by oncologist as the cancer is ER positive and fertility drugs would feed cancer and chemo would have to be postponed.

I decided to not opt for fertility treatment and go ahead with chemo, but I feel grief that I may not be able to get pregnant in the future (I know there are numerous other ways of having a family) but everyone else my age seems to be starting families etc.. and I will be on tamoxifen for 10 years which will bring me to 35 years of age and even then I possibly will not be fertile anymore.