Hi! I´m so sorry for your loss. I know how you feel. I lost my dad to cancer a month ago. He was my best friend, my mentor and someone I always relied on. I was there in the hospital when he died. And almost every night I dream of him. Not him being healthy, fun and carefree like I used to see him, but him being sick. I dream of his funeral, and suddenly we´re on the sofa talking about his illness. I just want to be able to see him the way he used to be. I miss him so much, and not being able to dream good dreams destroys me. 

Hi! I´m so sorry for your loss. I know how you feel. I lost my dad to cancer a month ago. He was my best friend, my mentor and someone I always relied on. I was there in the hospital when he died. And almost every night I dream of him. Not him being healthy, fun and carefree like I used to see him, but him being sick. I dream of his funeral, and suddenly we´re on the sofa talking about his illness. I just want to be able to see him the way he used to be. I miss him so much, and not being able to dream good dreams destroys me. 

Hi, my deepest condolences to you on the loss of your dad! It sounds like you had a great relationship with him and that he was a great man! 
I feel the exact way, it's truly awful isn't it. I was also there everyday in the hospital with my mum right up until the moment she passed. My mum was more than cancer and I'm just so frustrated that right now my mind won't let me escape that. 
 

I hope your dreams bring you peace soon enough!