I'm 23 and I lost my mom in April. The pain is getting worst the more time passes - I thought it will be the other way. Her illness and death deeply traumatised me and I can't stop thinking about it. But the worst part is when I see something she'd like or I want to tell her abt something and I can't. I miss her so freaking much. I feel rly disconnected from all my friends who date, move out or get new jobs while I'm dealing with something I shouldn't deal with for many years to come...I'd do anything to just talk to my mom for one, more minute.