It's only been 2 week since I lost my beautiful loving wife to breast cancer, struggling is an understatement I'm up and down crying all the time, it's hard as I see everyone carrying on as normal and I'm struggling to carry on, we where together for 17 years and married for 13 and would of been 14 years this year, vicki was only 37 when she passed and we adopted twin girls who are 9 I feel a bit detached from them if that makes sense, vicki passed 9 days after my birthday and her funeral is going to be 6 day before her 38 birthday so it's going to be really hard celebrating future birthdays with what happened I just don't know where I go from here
