Hi everyone, my Nana passed away peacefully on the 2nd May 2020 after a long battle with Bone Cancer, i was with her for the final 5 days of her life and was with her when she passed, my nana was a huge part of my life, not only was she my nana she was my mum, my dad, my best friend all rolled into one. Shortly after her passing my business became very succesful and i got thrown into working crazy hours everyday and still do, i find myself constantly thinking about her and when i finally get a moment to myself i sit and watch any videos and look at any pictures of her and tears stream down my face, ive gained about 3 stone because i think i comfort eat, i feel like i havent grieved properly because i threw myself into work and havent had any time to myself to grieve properly. I still feel as numb as i did when she passed away and often find myself wishing for her to come back. The pain is unbearable, if anyone else is going through this it would be nice to talk to somebody.
