Good Afternoon.  I have read your message and thought I would share with you my loss. I lost my husband of 54 years almost 7 months ago.  We had no idea he had a rare form of cancer as there were absolutely no symptoms.   However from being diagnosed to my husband leaving me took only 5 weeks.  I have still not been able to come to terms with how he left me so quickly.  He was my life, my best friend and now I feel I am lost and alone for the first time in my life.  Our story was far from being over we loved each other so much.  I really do feel your pain but you are not alone.  I will not say try to be strong or that you must go on with our life as these words mean absolutely nothing when you lose the love of your life, however I am sending you a hug xxx

Good Afternoon.  I have read your message and thought I would share with you my loss. I lost my husband of 54 years almost 7 months ago.  We had no idea he had a rare form of cancer as there were absolutely no symptoms.   However from being diagnosed to my husband leaving me took only 5 weeks.  I have still not been able to come to terms with how he left me so quickly.  He was my life, my best friend and now I feel I am lost and alone for the first time in my life.  Our story was far from being over we loved each other so much.  I really do feel your pain but you are not alone.  I will not say try to be strong or that you must go on with our life as these words mean absolutely nothing when you lose the love of your life, however I am sending you a hug xxx

Thank you for your kind words and sorry for your lose i take each day as it comes but i find nights hard to deal with when on my own if you wish to chat more your more than welcome to chat to me.

take care chat soon John