Hi there ...

So so sorry your going through this heartbraking time at the moment.... but please be kind to yourself ... it's still raw grief and will be for a long time ... it's o.k not to be o.k ... your not alone, many here have been where you are now ... and the covid and lock downs have made life even harder ...

Give yourself permission to feel these feelings ... once you realise it's a part of loosing someone you loved very much and there's no easy way through ... try to just get through today ... one day at a time .. reach out to anyone ... ask about councilling.... you may need to talk about everything ... 

Just know here you can vent and chat and say all those things your feeling ... wer all going through cancer or grieving over those loved ones we've lost ... you'll always find a hand to hold here ... Chrissie x

I just go around the house and see his photos and it breaks my heart, I just don't know how I am supposed to feel, I want to sit and be by myself, I don't feel lonely I just hate being here without him! I have a 29yr old daughter who has a 1 yr old baby, and a 25yr old son who is doing a masters and PHD, I feel sad for them when I look at them they need him.I don't know how to help them. 

I just go around the house and see his photos and it breaks my heart, I just don't know how I am supposed to feel, I want to sit and be by myself, I don't feel lonely I just hate being here without him! I have a 29yr old daughter who has a 1 yr old baby, and a 25yr old son who is doing a masters and PHD, I feel sad for them when I look at them they need him.I don't know how to help them.