Hi guys a recently lost my sister in January suddenly due to a cellerbella abcess in the brain leaving her brain dead. I hadn't spoken to her in two years due to her awful bf that abused her and put me in hospital. My sister was in hospital a few days before she went into the coma and he did it let me and my parents know. I feel so much guilt for not talking to her and I can't stop thinking she must have thought i hated her which is far from the truth as I always protected her and loved her so so much although I was the youngest out the two of us. Her bf has stolen all her stuff and won't even give my partents her birth certificate. I have so much hatred for him and feel I'm making myself ill. I'm not sleeping i don't want to leave the house I just feel so lost. People say it gets easier but I can't see how. Sorry guys for bothering you I just live and miss my sole mate xx
