I lost my mum 8 months ago.  I am lost without her encouragement and care.  Trying to stay strong yet feeling so weak without her.  She always had the words and advice and knew me better than I know myself.  She cared for me and was really the only one who did. I never ever dreamt I would lose her in just a few short weeks.  From being fine to being so so sick to being gone.  I have faith and believe she is in a better place but the pain of loss is immense.  Anyone else feeling so low after this long???