Hello i'm so sorry for your loss I lost my wife to breast cancer 22nd of December last year she was only 39 left with a nine-year-old and a two-year-old I think it's going to take me years to get over this I completely understand and feel your pain when you lose someone you love is the most hardest thing to get your head around I have no words of advice just day by day here if you want to chat

Thanks for reaching out and the words.  Wow your pain must be immense.  To lose a partner at such a young age and the mother of your children must be beyond hard.  People always use the words 'time heals' but I truly don't feel that.  How do you stop the deep sadness that overcomes you at the strangest times?  Do you have any coping methods?  Have you spoken with counsellors?  Not sure they would help me but people seem so say they do!!!