I lost my dad to osphegal  cancer it spread to his liver and other organs on the 23rd of Jan.He was diagnosed in 2019 and told he would have a few months but fought on.It spread just before Christmas to his liver and other organs and they gave us a few weeks on Christmas Eve .He stayed at home where we cared for him and he deterorated drastically it was devastating to watch.We did everything for him as the support we got was poor .The night he died we had no support even though we're told if we needed anything to ring 24/7 which only did twice the 2nd being he was dying,we had to ring the paramedics who were amazing and made my dad comfortable while we were there as a family to be with him when he went.We can't have the funeral until march 4th which is shocking.I think of him all the time and feel such pain everyday I still can't believe he's gone I just don't know what to do I was with my dad everyday he didn't deserve this .