I'm really sorry. I'm also 19 and my dad died two months ago. It feels like yesterday though, and I remember being told that he had a couple of months left too.
Message me if you want to, I think it's a very different being so young and even though any kind of grief is painful, maybe i'll understand how you feel a bit more than someone a bit older than us.
No pressure but just know you're not alone and i'm very sorry.
Really sorry for you and it must be difficult to come to terms with. I lost my Dad yesterday morning after a 4 month battle and it hurts so much right now. Like you and your Mum, me and my Dad were very close. He meant everything to me and so I tried to show it to him over this past few months (he already knew).
Try to focus on the time you've got left and show your mum how you feel about her (I'm sure she already knows). It's going to be difficult but you've got to be strong for her. You will be surprised at what you can do even under intense pressure when in the thick of it all in the months to come.
I wish you and your Mum all the best.
Edit: I'm 32 and can't imagine going through all that at your age btw. I'm really sorry that you've got that on your plate at your age.
