My beautiful wife sadly passed away on 22nd December 2020 after being diagnosed with bowel cancer in April 2020, we have been married for 31 years and been together for 35 years. Life is so difficult now and a big hole has been left in my heart. 
I am contacting the doctors today as after a lot of thoughts, my wife had been going to the doctors for over 2 years saying that she was always tired, feeling unwell and also pains in her right shoulder and also pain in her back around the liver area, the doctor came up with all sorts of things including being overweight and arthritis, only in March did they put her in for a non urgent scan, she was in so much pain that we ended up going to an emergency doctor that got her an emergency scan within 2 days and diagnosed cancer within 1 week, the cancer had already spread to her liver of which made her cancer untreatable 

I feel robbed by those doctors as if they had done their job properly and a scan maybe 18 months earlier and my wife would still be alive today 

I love my wife so much and find it so hard to keep going but I have 3 wonderful children and 3 lovely grandchildren that keep me from going mad