Ive sent you a friends Request so i can message you Chris 

Hope your ok today mate?

Good morning Chris

Thank you for your kind concern,today I am not too bad it is hard even after 2 yrs my late wife was my soulmate,my lover and a work colleague.

Somedays are good others it can only take a certain song,an ad of a place we holiday it doesn't help having to fight my own illness I found out yesterday my cancer is now in my spine

Sorry here I am all doom and gloom when the object is to try to give you a shoulder to lean on,I hope you are feeling a little better today as they say here up north keep going wit head down !

How are you getting on mate  I can't do this

Hey Chris, sorry I have had a very bad couple of days.

It gives me comfort to speak with everyone on this platform - you all understand completely what is happening.

I have realized that my life is done but I just have to soldier on for my family.

I chose the music today for her funeral and listening to it just caused me to completely break down. Music we shared and loved.

Somehow we both have to hope for better days - 1 day at a time.

Just hoping my family and friends can help to bring me through to a better place.

I know you will get there too.  Xx

Thankyou and I am so sorry for the loss of your wife.

Having people around me is my saving grace at the moment.

I have so many more tears to get out - comes and goes.

Such a love can never be filled again.

I am trying. Xx

I no what you're going through mate I feel just the same  all I'm going to do is  look after children until my time is up then run off to find my wife I love her forever

 what songs did you choose? 
my real trouble is is my wife safe x

I chose 'wish you were here' pink floyd - we loved the group.

we saw David Gilmour a couple of times  and Roger Waters.

Also 'somewhere'  Barbara Streisand another one of her favourite songs.

It will be very emotional.

I will live my life but can't wait for the end so I can be with her again.

Xx

Good songs mate  I feel just the same about my life  just can't imagine what heaven looks like for my wife. The only thing that I can't understand is forever  I mean forever she is gone for  I can't get my head around that x

She's not gone forever.

She's in her native spiritual state and at peace with everything.

She is probably checking in on you if not by your side continually.

Rossella is with me - overseeing me. 

Rossella believed this and so do I.

I will be with her again but I am careful about my actions because I don't want her to be upset with me.

Xx