How are you getting on mate  I can't do this

Hey Chris, sorry I have had a very bad couple of days.

It gives me comfort to speak with everyone on this platform - you all understand completely what is happening.

I have realized that my life is done but I just have to soldier on for my family.

I chose the music today for her funeral and listening to it just caused me to completely break down. Music we shared and loved.

Somehow we both have to hope for better days - 1 day at a time.

Just hoping my family and friends can help to bring me through to a better place.

I know you will get there too.  Xx

I no what you're going through mate I feel just the same  all I'm going to do is  look after children until my time is up then run off to find my wife I love her forever

 what songs did you choose? 
my real trouble is is my wife safe x

I chose 'wish you were here' pink floyd - we loved the group.

we saw David Gilmour a couple of times  and Roger Waters.

Also 'somewhere'  Barbara Streisand another one of her favourite songs.

It will be very emotional.

I will live my life but can't wait for the end so I can be with her again.

Xx

I chose 'wish you were here' pink floyd - we loved the group.

we saw David Gilmour a couple of times  and Roger Waters.

Also 'somewhere'  Barbara Streisand another one of her favourite songs.

It will be very emotional.

I will live my life but can't wait for the end so I can be with her again.

Xx

Good songs mate  I feel just the same about my life  just can't imagine what heaven looks like for my wife. The only thing that I can't understand is forever  I mean forever she is gone for  I can't get my head around that x

She's not gone forever.

She's in her native spiritual state and at peace with everything.

She is probably checking in on you if not by your side continually.

Rossella is with me - overseeing me. 

Rossella believed this and so do I.

I will be with her again but I am careful about my actions because I don't want her to be upset with me.

Xx

Thank you wish I could understand and Believe like you are I so want to believe  your right that I will get back to her( I know what you mean about your actions in case she is watching  I'm the same)  just not good with heaven  if she can see us ( I want her to ) how can she be happy and at piece  also do they know there dead . If she has to wate 40 years for me how can that be heaven? 

We both believed that physically our bodies were just vessels for our true selves, our unique personalities and energy of life. 

So it is not death really only for the body.

We will be with each again either in the spiritual domain or in new physical vessels.

We weren't really into heaven and hell to be honest.

So that was our reality but it doesn't make the loss any easier.

But we will know each other again.

Xx

I'm going to try thinking that way even writing this I want to see her  and kiss her again x

You can embrace and kiss her anytime - just ask for her and she will come xx

How do you mean x

Last night I sensed somehow that Rossella was next to me and I took her hand in the spiritual domain . I just felt she was there.

Just like the green feather we found a couple days ago in the kitchen - a message.

FEATHERS APPEAR WHEN ANGELS ARE NEAR: WHAT IS THE MEANING OF FINDING FEATHERS?

Posted on July 3, 2015 by sbadmin

Although our Angels are always near us, looking over us and protecting us, we very rarely know that they are there. Sometimes, our Angels will send us small signs and signals to let us know that they are near, and will always be there to love and support us. These signs can be anything from a subtle flash of light, a rainbow on a gloomy day, or even an unexpected, sudden feeling of love and warmth within you.

One of the ultimate signs your Angels are with you is finding a feather. Coming across a feather in your path, or finding a feather in an unexpected place is thought to be a message from the Angels.

Your Angels will use feathers of all different shapes and colours to offer you comfort or validation when you need it most. Feathers could also be a clue to an answer you have been looking for, or even a message to tell you you’re on the correct path.

Xx

Thank you that's lovely x

I am with you on that, since Ian passed i often step out and see a white feather never noticed before!

Great funeral songs you've chosen, try and keep strong you will get through it,a day at a time 

take care