I'm completly devastated
my dad was diagnosed with bladder cancer a month ago which spread to his bone (hip), chest and belly. The doctor said that without treatment he has months and with treatment maybe years. He was in pain because the cancer spread to the bone but he was fighting, he was such a strong man. On Tuesday 22/12/20 he had a bone biopsy. He was feeling well that day, he was a little stressed but I still can't believe what happened couple hours later .. we came back home around 2 o'clock from the hospital and then the horror started. He was so much in pain, shortness of breath, sweats etc. He said to me that he is dying and said goodbye to me I called the ambulance, they did the cpr for nearly an hour, 6 adrenaline's and stuff and he didn't make it I can't sleep, he was the world to me. He was only 56 yrs.. and I can't imagine my life without him. Also we are from different country and he always wanted to have his funeral in Poland which stress me so much because the borders are closed and I'm not sure if I will be able to do it for him
