My mum was always my bestfriend without me even realising it and now that's she's gone I regret everything. My mum had stage 4 cancer and died December 20th 2020 only 5 months after her diagnosis. It killed ke watching her grow weaker and weaker everyday until her last breath but I was glad to be by her side when she passed, now that's she's gone I just want her back and I don't know what to do. I only got 15 years with her she never got to see me graduate, have children get married ect. And I don't know what to do knowing I'll never get the chance to hug her or even say I love you to her one last time.
