Amanda was a florist an amazing florist x it's been 3 months since and I just can't stop crying just lately x I thought I was doin ok but I feel like half my strength and energy has disappeared , my eyes fill with tears when I think of Amanda x
I wish I could just have a little chat with her one more time x
Its been almost 4 months for me, I've felt it get harder as the days pass and it really sinks in they're not coming back. It may sound silly but i've been writing letters to fiona about how i'm feeling, whats been going on since she left and how people are doing, and it has helped me feel like she is still with me in a way? Have you ever tried writing a letter to Amanda?
It took me four days to write the tribute at Amanda's funeral every word was paonfull to write x I think for now my memories and our experiences together will keep me goin X but I will keep this in mind thank you x
