Thank you for your reply I'm so sorry for your loss x
Amanda well what can I say a fighter till the end such an insperation . Never wanted me to get down about her illness because she knew how I would feel when it was all over and omg how right Amanda was x it's so painful but I know she is at peace and pain free looking down on me and kicking me up the backside when I get down x
Amanda sounds like a wonderful and strong person, I'm sure the world is a much poorer place without her.
Fiona was also such a fighter, always worried about others before herself. She ran a kennels and was always so proud of how well cared for the animals were! She gave me the oppertunity to work ther after she heard I was struggling mentally and I can safely say she saved my life with her kindness. I often visit her personal pets and think about how different their lives would be had she not taken them into her home. Her father passed away from cancer 18 years ago, just before her sons were born and she spent almost every year since fundraising for macmillan and other cancer support charities. It seems cancer always takes the best people. But i suppose if you're in a medow, its the prettiest flower you pick...
Wow. Amanda would have loved Fiona animal lover always horses and dogs they would have got in so well I can tell x it's such a horrible illnes for everyone to encounter close up x we knew the day would come but it went so quickly x
Wow fiona loves horses too! It sounds like they would've been great friends! Fiona had this lovely horse called Duncan who shed put in this adorable zebra coat! I don't think you're ever ready to lose someone you love to such an unfair illness, allbeit you knew for years, months, weeks or days, its always far too soon x
Way to soon no matter what Amanda was only 50 in April just gone we had a small party down the yard where we looked after her best friend Micky Finn a coonnemara cob a beautiful kind almost Human friendship they had x
Fiona a similar age, had just celebrated her 25th anniversary with her husband. I wish they could've met, I'm sure they'd have gotten on like a house on fire! Honestly horses are just so intellegent its hard to not feel like they're a human at times! Connemara cob's are absolutely gorgeous animas!!!
Amanda was a florist an amazing florist x it's been 3 months since and I just can't stop crying just lately x I thought I was doin ok but I feel like half my strength and energy has disappeared , my eyes fill with tears when I think of Amanda x
I wish I could just have a little chat with her one more time x
Its been almost 4 months for me, I've felt it get harder as the days pass and it really sinks in they're not coming back. It may sound silly but i've been writing letters to fiona about how i'm feeling, whats been going on since she left and how people are doing, and it has helped me feel like she is still with me in a way? Have you ever tried writing a letter to Amanda?
It took me four days to write the tribute at Amanda's funeral every word was paonfull to write x I think for now my memories and our experiences together will keep me goin X but I will keep this in mind thank you x
It took me four days to write the tribute at Amanda's funeral every word was paonfull to write x I think for now my memories and our experiences together will keep me goin X but I will keep this in mind thank you x
