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Hello I’m new and I lost my mom

Mollysmomm
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Hi

i hope you don't mind me bearing all. My mom passed away March 2020 after ovarian cancer. No surgery too far gone. Here we are 9 months later and I miss her so very very much. I have feelings of joyous memories and surrounding love but then I'm consumed with overwhelming grief . It's a dark dungeon I can't get escape. I love my mom and I'm struggling to carry on. People see me, I can put on a full face on make up and crack on, but I miss her so so much. I just want one last cuddle, one last I love you. I Love you mom, I miss you too much xx

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    Hi so sorry for your loss

    I lost my mam 2 weeks ago. She was diagnosed with advanced breast cancer 2 years ago. Unfortunately she died in hospital and I was 5 minutes too late to hold her hand. I feel lost now as being so busy preparing her funeral,  sorting out her flat never really had time to grieve. I am managing by blanking out the dark days and remembering the good times of which there were many. I do feel empty as she was a massive part of my life and know there will be difficult days ahead. I guess everybody deals with grief differently and I for one know I will struggle for many months and years. 
    I have found these forums really helpful and it makes you realise how many people are going through the same experiences.

    I hope you find these forums useful and can give you some help on how best to cope with losing someone so close. 
    Best of luck for the future and hope you can find a way of dealing with the difficult days.

    Take care
     

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    Hi so sorry for your loss

    I lost my mam 2 weeks ago. She was diagnosed with advanced breast cancer 2 years ago. Unfortunately she died in hospital and I was 5 minutes too late to hold her hand. I feel lost now as being so busy preparing her funeral,  sorting out her flat never really had time to grieve. I am managing by blanking out the dark days and remembering the good times of which there were many. I do feel empty as she was a massive part of my life and know there will be difficult days ahead. I guess everybody deals with grief differently and I for one know I will struggle for many months and years. 
    I have found these forums really helpful and it makes you realise how many people are going through the same experiences.

    I hope you find these forums useful and can give you some help on how best to cope with losing someone so close. 
    Best of luck for the future and hope you can find a way of dealing with the difficult days.

    Take care
     

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