My husband and I had isolated for fourteen weeks my husband had altzheimers dementia but still had a good quality of life so we went on holiday down to Cornwall in a cottage we had been there a week when my husband was taken poorly he was taken into hospital I was unable to be with him because of covid he did not pass of covid he had pneumonia I was not with him when he passed away and the pain I feel from this is unbearable I just cry everyday I'm finding it so difficult to believe I will never see him again we were married over thirty years the lonely Ness is terrible I have our beautiful border collie which I am so grateful for I do believe in God and hope that when my time comes we will be together I try to think positive he passed 9 weeks ago now but seems like yesterday....