I can imagine how you are feeling, I lost my husband of 35 years back in June, it's a horrible experience and nobody knows until it happens to them. Part of me had died aswell, we were such a amazing partnership, I miss him every second of the day, people say it does ease, but I don't know. But just try and stay strong because that is what your wife would have wanted I am sure. 

So sorry to hear of your loss ,like you and your husband we were so close,she was my soul mate and best friend.i can't imagine ever wanting to do anything without her i feel I'm not living anymore, just existing.Take care of yourself and i hope the pain will eventually ease a little.

So sorry to hear of your loss ,like you and your husband we were so close,she was my soul mate and best friend.i can't imagine ever wanting to do anything without her i feel I'm not living anymore, just existing.Take care of yourself and i hope the pain will eventually ease a little.

Yes I know excaly how you are feeling. You just want your wife back. Life has changed forever, it's difficult to think ahead. He was my best friend, I miss him so much. 
You take care of yourself. Hope these messages help a little.