Hello and welcome to the forum. 
I'm so very sorry to hear that Allison recently passed away. Please accept my condolences on behalf of the whole Cancer Chat moderation team. 
I can only imagine how difficult things must be for you at the moment. However, we do have a number of members here on the forum who have lost a loved one and hopefully some of them will post a reply to share their experiences and offer support soon. 

To find yourself in these circumstances is so very hard but please know that you're not alone. Feel free to post here on the forum if it helps and we will do our best to support you through your journey with grief. 

If you'd like to speak to one of our nurses for some support then you're welcome to call them on 0808 800 4040 (Mon-Fri 9am to 5pm) or if you'd prefer then Cruse have a support line where you can speak to a trained bereavement volunteer. 

Best wishes, 
Jenn
Cancer Chat moderator

Hello and welcome to the forum. 
I'm so very sorry to hear that Allison recently passed away. Please accept my condolences on behalf of the whole Cancer Chat moderation team. 
I can only imagine how difficult things must be for you at the moment. However, we do have a number of members here on the forum who have lost a loved one and hopefully some of them will post a reply to share their experiences and offer support soon. 

To find yourself in these circumstances is so very hard but please know that you're not alone. Feel free to post here on the forum if it helps and we will do our best to support you through your journey with grief. 

If you'd like to speak to one of our nurses for some support then you're welcome to call them on 0808 800 4040 (Mon-Fri 9am to 5pm) or if you'd prefer then Cruse have a support line where you can speak to a trained bereavement volunteer. 

Best wishes, 
Jenn
Cancer Chat moderator

Thank you.  It's just been a shock especially as being let down by the medical profession and what makes it worse it she has been a staff nurse for the last 22 years. We couldn't have children.